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Friday, January 22, 2010 Claudia Phankova 1 Comments

LONG TIME NO SEE PEOPLE : ) 

sorry for being a bad blogger hehehehe life's been pretty busy lately, i know it sounds so typical.  
anyway i always keep my twitter updated. so feel free to follow my twitter HERE. i should thank blackberry for that! lols.

so in the beginning of January, i was so dark and twisted for weeks and it was pretty unbearable. and like it was never enough. i still got my practical exam. (eyesrolling)

i thought i might fail my practical exam. hence, i was quite mad with myself yesterday. it's okay if i was unable to do that, in the flesh i was pretty good on it, but i failed. it's irritating righttt.

not to say, these bad stuffs keep spinning inside my head. i guess it's the most reason why i failed my exam. ughhh you know when you can't get things out of your head, which sucks MOST.
how i wish i could stop thinking it for awhile so i can focus on my exam, but these things just. can't. stop. 
eventhough i keep telling myself over and over again, "Stop worrying. It brings you nowhere."

BELIEVE ME. THAT LINE ALMOST NEVER WORKS.

and so i drown into despair and regret.  

then out of nowhere, there like angel's voice saying this to me :

"Oh well, Claudia. You did fail your exam. It happened and so what? Do you want end up being this pathetic loser. Better take this mistake to be a good lesson. Oh come on, go kick some asses!"

I know it was probably me talking to myself. Otherwhise, Angel doesn't talk about asses.
Hahahahahahahaahahahahahaha!! OK IM ACTING LIKE A DRAMAQUEEN. lol 
IT TOTALLY MADE ME SO MOTIVATED, THOUGH !!
shoo shoo you bad minds!!

To that, THANKS BUDDHA FOR STILL BLESSING ME : )

hehehehehehehe above all, i spent all day browsing all nonsense stuffs, BUT i promise i'll study as well : ) so i'll be glad if you guys wishing me a heaps of luck, will y'all : )


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anyway it's two weeks to my birthday.

and i'm gonna spend it studying for my final exam! it's cool right, isn't it? lalala, welcoming my 18th by being a hard worker (: ahaaa.

err, i think i should start making a wish list.

here's some : )








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three things i'd love to do :

1. BLING MY CAMERA

got this picture from Xiaxue

2. MAKE DIY STUDDED DENIM

3. SHREDDED LEGGING (okay, this one is because my legging is torn, so i think better i get it shredded than throw it off right?)

got this picture from Caroline Robianto.

three is enough. more will get me haunted everyday. 

so see y'all : )

1 comment:

  1. Good luck for the exam dear.. :) and I just found out that you read xiaxue's blog as well, she's cute, riteee :D

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