a letter to you

Thursday, June 03, 2010 Claudia Phankova 2 Comments

Some say,
"People change, so does the heart."

well, I should be honest to say that I miss you....so badly.
but then I realized that both of us have changed a lot, and I don't think I'm still the one who knows you so well. or else, probably you're no longer the guy i used to know that well.
Anyway, I've seen all your acts -- and yes, I'm so dejected.

whatever it is,
I've given so much times, chances, hopes, tears and still, it didn't work out. Frankly speaking, I don't get it why you gave up fighting. I kept questioning myself, 'Why?'

Either you want to get rid of me, or you think I'm not worth the fight.

It doesn't really matter though.
The thing is, we're no longer on the same track. It might be killing me in every way, but I believe someday when I'm eventually able to let go, I'm gonna look over these past months and I'm gonna wear my best smile.

To that,
of all those memories,
I wanna say, Thank you for ever being the best part of my life.

Claudia Phankova


  1. well, you know.. This is the most touching post I ever read in your blog.
    Somehow I miss those kind of feeling when writing some post.
    I've lost it lately, that's when my blog doesn't keep updating anymore.
    Two thumbs for this one ;)

  2. A very first time of me writing this kind of post.
    Hahahahaha. Does that make me need to change my blogging style then? lol