current mood boosterListening to this song by David Choi never fails to draw a smile on my face. Imagining someone will write this song as he's thinking of you :))
I'm in a huge dilemma, as always. Therefore, if you ask me what I hate most about myself, perhaps is that when I'm being indecisive.
It's been days I've a lot in my mind.. Looking back to past, I should admit that bad things happened in past few years and I often asked, "Why? What did I do till I deserved this shit?" I'm sick of being judged urgh yeah I hope I could just say, "try to walk a mile in my shoes, there you go judging me afterward."
I can't put the blame on those people, though. They don't know my story cause I keep it to myself. All they knew is what I did is horrible. Well.. I'm not saying that what I did is tolerable, but believe me, guys, I'm doing it based on logical reason. You know me well enough to know that I don't do those horrible things, I hope :))
Till that confession day comes, I wish you all were still here, by my side.